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[29 Dec 2004|02:32pm] |
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Normally my post would be friends only but today I have no idea my head hurt and I feel kinda.. sad? I know something is just not right.. my family in India are ok? I think they all are o god I hope so we talked to most of them they are and my aunt in Indonesea she is ok?
My forehead is warm.
I think people hate me and you know what if you do....
I FUCKING HATE YOU TOO!
<3 I <3 you I don't know how to hate <3
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| 3..2..1! |
[29 Dec 2004|12:42am] |
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Hey Coral Springs I got a resolution!
New Years Resolution: I will no longer be lazy
deary my I hope I stick to it! <3
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| This winter is so cold but you make it seem warm |
[28 Dec 2004|08:39am] |
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Well today is going to be better I hope, yesterday I got sick. :( Today I hang out with Will and we go to the mall and inviting more people I should if you wanna come then just hit me yo... 954-253-7420
now Rishi and Xavier are coming oh man I smell a reunion on our hands!
I see my babe in 2 days <3 I am drowning slowly <3
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| Please do this |
[18 Aug 2004|08:51pm] |
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01. go to my userinfo. 02. pick one person on my friends list who you're curious about. 03. comment with their username. 04. i'll tell you what i know/think about them. (don't pick yourself) 05. be warned: i might not know the person you chose very well. OR at all.
<3 Ahh the pain in my heart is back <3
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| Ouch |
[18 Aug 2004|06:56pm] |
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My heart is hurting really bad and I don't mean it metaforicly! I just keep just keep getting these pulses and they hurt. Holy Crap what is going on?
<3 please someone help me before I die! <3
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| WARPED TOUR! |
[01 Aug 2004|04:30pm] |
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warped = sexx!
I went in just when Anti-flag played. Mosed for every band I could, including AAR! The Sounds and Alkaline Trio cancelled! >_<. Tyson Ritter kissed me on the cheek ::swoon:: I got a hidden in Plain View Shirt and an electric hat! Then went home nad Lillian and Mike came over soon Chi Chi came and we went to see the Village. Got home Chi Chi stay Lil and Mike left and we went to get Ashley, got in trouble for walking in the dark w.e. and then she staied till 4:45am and me adn chi chi fell asleep.
Now I am cleaning
<3 great day <3
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[27 Jul 2004|01:05pm] |
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Hey havent posted in a few days I finally got a life and now my rents are out to ruining it!
New curfew: week days- 7pm week ends- 9pm
...WTF?
ahhhh I hate them!!!! and starting August 1 computer time is cut to 1 hr a day!
... what the FUCK!!!!!
ok chill can't wait til warped, going to picnic tomorrow, cooking, watching movies, and hot bath today.
<3 ok yes I am done! <3
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| I don't know why but thinking of you makes me wanna cry. |
[24 Jul 2004|11:06am] |
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I am sitting by the computer and I feel although it is very hott. My eyes are watering and I don't know why! I know it isn't allergies and I also know I don't have any. My hair isn't poking into my eyes. And I feel like I am very lonely that is it lonelyness fuck everything I am going to finish my movie!.
<3 If you give love you recieve it back <3
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[23 Jul 2004|05:20pm] |
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Ok I deleted my last entry after readng Ashlee dearests entry and I realized... Screw you if you don't like me and If you love me I <3333 you. Think I am hott wonderful, think I am not also wonderful. Wanna hang out anyone I am getting lonely I need a pencil I feel like drawing! I have to pay off my Victoria Secret credit card bill! In the past 3 days I have spent $70! And not even on cloths.. well except for my new cherry pjs, and I guess the bra and 3 pairs of undies, and the 13 pairs of earrings count too.. but anyway yea I forgot my point.
<3 They call you beautiful because of your confidence. <3
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| Lonely people do things in a thoughtful manner |
[21 Jul 2004|08:01pm] |
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Today I went shopping ALONE!! Cauze no one went with me.
I bought: a neutral color bra, panties, 7 pairs of earrings, 6 head band things, 2 pairs of sandals, and a pair of pjs
I saw: Kole, Amanda, and Jessica V.
I kinda walked around alone, thought to myself.....
damn I wish I wasn't so lonely... </3
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| Destiny |
[20 Jul 2004|07:04pm] |
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Well today I sawed the terminal with Andeh. and this is what went on in my mind after he left....and while he was thur and during the whole movie!....
Destiny (it is a poem)
Destiny made me fall in love with you Destiny made you not feel the same It is what makes us hate it is what makes us love It made you meet me It is what bought us together And what tore us apart I would to say that destiny is my friend but sometimes I just can not tell And one day destiny will tell me that you weren't the one And it will show me the one that is the one And I will be happy and you will too For destiny is not only about me But also you.
This is dedicated to destiny the thing that make he fall in love and don't want love to come knocking at my door.
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| I live I breathe I want |
[18 Jul 2004|08:33pm] |
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Tell me why are you my friend?
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| I am really bored so I wrote a poem.... Just now so sorry if it sucks |
[17 Jul 2004|09:26am] |
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~This Is Me~
I am not cold and hard to brake I am warm, caring and fragile You have shattered me in many pieces Yet I take my super glue out and fix myself And everytime the one piece that really matters Is lost forever I am not fully fixed But today I bought someone new to fix me and mold me I will be new and fresh I won't be damaged I have suffered through alot and I hold my head high And my heart, I will place that even higher So that the world can see that I no longer am a wreck Now I am a person who is happy and strong, Yet delicate and lovly at the same time And you may call me what you want But understand this I am a beautiful person So take me or leave me I can't wait forever
<3
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